amazing friends,

amazing boyfriend,

gay school,

new computer,

wednesday - birthday




everythings pretty alright here.




i can't complain.




<3.

Current Mood: content
Current Music: dear juliet

me: i want to hang out right now. :[
him: ahhhhh me too. :]
him: i wanted to hug you forever lastnight hah
him: you give real nice hugs




him: i dont know if this is obvious...but i like you alot.

he is so cute.

:] !

Current Mood: hopeful

oh wow today was such an ineresting day!!

well first of all, i found out that i may actually have a chance with this boy i like!
hah, fo real.

it was nice having a reason to actually smile at school.

then after school me and laura walked to wegmans and we got ourselves like
a thousand types of cool aid and stuff.

and we came home and we made grape cool aid, got super hyper,
exersized, then ate salad and watched the hills together.

it was pretty frreaking adorable.

but now theres all this gay drama going on and its all my fault.
=/

idk. hopefully things will just blow over.

bye!

Current Mood: cold
Current Music: new found glory - "kiss me"

dudeee, this weekend was so lame.
i seriously didnt do anything.

i need to make more friends.

slkdjafsd4sdasdaso832.

i'm mad hyper cause i sat online all day.

I DO NOT WANT TO GO TO SCHOOL TOMORROW.

hahaha. i'm a broken record.

Current Mood: hyper
Current Music: taking back sunday - "cute without the e"

well, i made a promise, and i broke it. but i'm not surprised. i dont know what it is about these things, but keeping up on them is pretty hard for me.

well, its 2008 and nothings really changed. my new years was pretty eventful. but its not really what i had hoped for. but thats okay, thats why i shouldnt make expectations for things, cause they never go as planned.

thats why this year i didnt really try to make new years resolutions, cause i cant remember one year where i actually went through with any of them.

right now, i just need to get my grades up. find some new friends. get a boyfriend. and get fit. and i wouldnt be so miserable.

but for some reason i bet even if i had everything i wanted id still find a way to be miserable.

its human nature.

oh well.

i have nothing to do today.

things have been pretty chill.

i have a myspace, and a couch.
two things i'm pretty sick of.

i like a boy, but what else is new.
it probably wont work out anyway.

i need to stop being so pessimistic.

its whatever.

i finally download firefox.
so my computers not being so retarted.

byee <3.

Current Mood: indifferent
Current Music: Kimya Dawson - "Tire Swing"

well, it snowed all friday night. all weekend. and i really do hope there's no school tomorrow. I have a play that I'm supposed to be performing in, and oh my god, i am definitely not ready for it. I've missed almost everyday of school last week, so i haven't had much practice. I don't know, i'm just not so motivated in school anymore, which i really do hate. I really can't remember the last time i gave my 100 percent effort in school. 

well, anyway. my weekend has been nice. i havent seen any of my friends though. lindsey was supposed to spend the night yesterday but the wheather was just too bad. oh well. next weekend i guess. 

i love that girl so much. thank goodness for last summer. 

anyway, saturday i got my hair cut. its not much shorter. but its layerd at bit different. its just much more choppy. which is exactly what i wanted, so i'm pretty saticfied. 

today i just sat around all day, in my pajamas. mom made a super big breakfast, and later we watched an old black and white film together. it was nice spending time with her. & i absolutely adore old films. everything about them is so different then movies made today.

i actually really want to go to the movies soon. i wanted to go this weekend, but all of my plans fell through. There are so many i want to see but top on my list is definitely The Mist. 

i'm actually really happy i made a new livejournal. i really do think every livejournal i've ever made i've hated after a few weeks. 

i'm really going to update this one.

Current Mood: indifferent
Current Music: a rocket to the moon